Monday, July 21, 2014

I still catch myself calling his name....


It has been over a month and I still miss him dearly. When I see his collar or just one of his random toys I still cry. Even now just writing this and looking at his picture I can't help but cry like a baby. I can't even describe what he meant to me because he was so much more then just a dog. He was more then a friend and more then just family. It hurts when I get ready to go to bed and go to call his name and remember he won't be able to answer it. And I can't but feel unprotected because he is no longer there to watch over me and Katy. And it sucks so much that she will never know him or even remember him cause of the short time they had together. She will only have his picture and not understand how much it hurts mommy to see them. Why did it have to him that got sick? I hate saying this but I wish it was one of the others.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Pregnancy Groups Aren't A Happy Place!

I am so done with baby groups. How can they say they are there to support you and help you through it when you do actually have something to say and want to rant about something you are attacked instead because they claim you’re being unreasonable and childish. I’m sorry there isn’t much I’ve had to say during the last 7 months so when I actually do it must be something that is really bothering me and need someone to talk too that can relate or has been there. But apparently no one else is having any issue with anything. It’s so funny that they are just so happy and having such a wonderful time that they can’t even consider someone else may not be. Hey maybe next time instead of attacking the person for ranting maybe try to understand what they are feeling and actually provide a little helpful feedback.